Post by GRACE RYAN on Mar 16, 2009 20:33:31 GMT -5
GRACE K RYAN
HELLO THERE STEPH, IT IS A PLEASURE MEETING YOU! IF YOU DON'T MIND ME ASKING, HOW OLD ARE YOU? SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD? YOU SURE ARE A YOUNG THING AREN'T YOU? BY THE WAY, I HEARD YOU'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR SEVEN YEARS. VERY IMPRESSIVE. ALSO, HOW DID YOU SAY YOU FOUND US? I'M THE ADMIN SILLY. LOVELY! PLUS, YOU ARE AN INTERMEDIATE/ADVANCED ROLEPLAYER? FANTASTIC! YOU WILL DEFINETLY BE HEARING FROM US VERY SOON! IS THERE ANYWAY WE CAN CONTACT YOU? PM FOR AIM? ALRIGHT! MAKE SURE TO CHECK YOUR MESSAGES!
FROM A BALANCE BEAM!
[/FONT][/CENTER]Grace is a very beautiful person-and definitely attractive for a sixteen year old. Grace Kelly Ryan has strawberry blonde locks that, when left natural, have the sort of beach wave curls to them. Her hair also looks healthy and reaches just above her mid back. But let us begin with what people first see when they look at her. Her eyes. They are big and a gray-teal sort of ton. Almost like the color of blue green ocean water when the sunlight hits it. Her eyes hold an air of mystery and definetly an air of uniqueness to them. Next would be her height. She is five feet tall with an added two and a half inches. Short? Very much so! Nonetheless, her legs look like they are miles long which, in pictures, makes me look quite tall. Her skin is apricot sun kissed and she has a sort of porcelain doll complexion. She doesn't wear anything out of the ordinary. She is a sort of jeans and tee shirt kind of gal, though she preferrs to wear dresses and shorts and anything loose and comfortable.
LOVER I DON'T HAVE TO LOVE!
[/FONT][/CENTER]Grace Kelly Ryan. This sixteen year old is so....cynical, pessimistic, bluntly honest, mysterious, secretive...This gal is simply too much fo words. Overall, people tend to describe Grace as a bitch, well..that may be extreme. More like a slut. Why? Before she started dating Daniel, she basically slept with people for drugs. She slept with nerds to get good grades when she could do it on her own. People see her as a rebel without a cause. The reality? She is slowly destroying herself because of the guilt she feels deep down inside.
Grace is not known for talking about herself or her feelings. She simply puts off the topic as much as possible and it has been working for sixteen years so she must be pretty good at it right? Grace generally doesn't speak to people about her feelings because she does not feel it is important. Though she may seem like she doesn't care about others, she truly does. She will do everything in her power to make the person happy...in subtle and conspicious ways. She doesn't like to seem vulnerable. She likes to look like the strong one.
However, deep down, Grace is completely broken and torn apart. She is a train wreck and little by little the guilt of her father's death has been eating away at her, making her more and more cynical and pessimistic as the years drag on-unless she is around daniel. It seems like when she is around him everything is so much better, the world spins as a comfortable pace, the sun shine is warmer, and everything is just...okay...
However, that seemed to change when she met Benjamin. Suddenly, everything became a fuzzy mess. She is confused as to whom she really loves and in a way, she feels like her mind is being invaded and for that-she has been doing more drugs to get her mind off it all...calling daniel less...and though it pains her...
Grace feels like she is slipping off the edge and falling deeper into her own self pity.
DON'T KNOW WHEN
BUT A DAY IS GONNA COME!
[/FONT][/CENTER]BUT A DAY IS GONNA COME!
She wasn't amazing. She never was. Grace Kelly Ryan was born on October 31st, 1992. She was always a bit of a rebllious child, always sort of being opinionated and outspoken and down right liberal. She always had an opened mind and was simply accepting of people. She generally told the truth, sometimes too bluntly than she should, but the truth nonetheless. Even as a child, growing up in the suburbs of Venice Beach, she was simply care free, down to earth....and unshameful of herself.
Of course, nothing like that ever lasts forever. And Gracie did not last forever this way.
At the age of siz, Grace met Daniel Callahan. He was a nine year old boy who lived on their street-only down three houses and across the road, and Grace suddenly became as attatched to him as she was her father. The two became best friends and Grace seemed to confide everything in him, even at a young age. But nothing could have prepared the young girl from what happened when she actualy reached the age of nine.
You see, Grace's father had been in the army when he was younger and had only returned two years after Grace's birth and though he wasn't there for the first two years, Grace idolized the man. He seemed so different, so strong...and made her feel so safe. But he wasn't. Her fathr had been suffering through depression from the war in Afgahnistan and Grace never seemed to see this-not even today. Her father took drugs like heroine, smoked, drank a lot, and it caused problems between him and Grace's mother-who constantly threatended to divorce him. Well...she got her wish...
Only insted of a legal divorce, Grace watched her father run out of the house one day when she caught him shooting up and when she ran after him, he had ran into their pick up truck. When nine year old Grace Kelly Ryan opened the door to apologize for whatever he felt she did wrong, she saw the gun in his mouth and she watched her father commit suicide-she even got some of his blood on her...
It had been all over the news, and from then on Grace's mother seemed to always treat Grace like shit, saying it was her fault her father was dead...That he didn't deserve to die that way. For two years, Grace seemed to have the mute button on her life. Like everything was in freeze frame. In school, she did all her work and went straight home-basically cutting off contact with everyone to have her mother bitch at her some more for not speaking. Pyschiatrists claimed that was simply how she was dealing with the death of her father. So when Grace turned twelve, she seemed more outgoing-but pessimistic. By then she had moved to the lower class side of town and awy from daniel-though she did often go to his house to visit him.
Grace , at age twelve, picked up smoking and drinking and by the age of thirteen had lost her virginity to some guy because she wanted some drugs from him. She was prescribed anti depressants and she took them in excess-usually chasing them down with alcohol. Like her father, she would shoot heroin. She became, what everyone in Venice came to know her as: the rebel without a cause. Se became uncontrollable, cyncial, blunt, and simply didn't seem to care about anyone-except Callahan.
So when Callahan asked her to prom and then asked her out, of course she accepted both. Plus-the sex at his place was all a pretty sweet deal. Grace could swear up and down she was in love with him, and she was. He was the only person who saw passed her rage and frustration towards the world and brought out the goodness in her. He knew the rumors about her constantly partying but she seemed to simmer down once she started dating Callahan.
But then, at age sixteen, she met Benjamin. That was when things seemed to simply hit rock bottom. She felt like her mind was invaded and like she was being forced into loving this man she barely knew...And she didn't want to. She ended up takiing more and more drugs and slowly started slipping back into her old habits...Especially with the rumors flying around about Daniel cheating on her...She didn't want to believe them...Grace Kelly Ryan had fallen into a state of denial and she refuses to come out of it.
If he could fuck someone behind her back...
Why couldn't she bring herself to do the same?
I BELIEVE IN SYMMETRY!
[/FONT][/CENTER]HEYO! THIS IS GRACE KELLY RYAN BUT EVERYONE CALLS ME GRACIE. I'M FROM VENICE BEACH CITY, CALIFORNIA AND AM SIXTEEN. PSSHT! I'M ALSO PART OF THE STITCHERS AND I AM DAMN PROUD OF IT, BABEH! MESS WITH THEM AND I MESS WITH CHU! BUT DON'T WORRY, I'M STILL TAKEN, SO ALL YOU GENTS CAN'T HAVE A PIECE OF THE MAGNIFICENT ME! PEOPLE EVEN SAY I LOOK LIKE LINDSAY ELLINGSON SO OBVIOUSLY, YOU'LL BE HAVING SOME FUN! MAKE SURE YOU KEEP IN TOUCH! BECAUSE NOONE CAN HANDLE THIS AWESOME FEMALE!
AT THE BOTTOM OF EVERYTHING!
[/FONT][/CENTER][/SUB]THIS APPLICATION TEMPLATE WAS CREATED BY STEPH ACE OF VOGUE! STEAL WITHOUT KEEPING THE CREDITS AND SHE WILL HUNT YOU DOWN, RIP YOU OPENED, AND FEED YOU TO NASH C: SO BE KEWL AND KEEP THE CRED! CREDIT TO LYRICS GOES TO BRIGHT EYES-ONE OF THE MOST INSPIRATIONAL BANDS ON THE PLANET EARTH-SCRATCH THAT-UNIVERSE!
